还会这样吗

最后一年了 班上朋友的交情又更亲近了些 感觉上大家都已不再像去年那样还维持着一道距离作为保留 大家都把最真实的本性显露其众 很庆幸我终于在这里认识了一班新圈子的朋友 回想那时的我 确实对这里的他们非常陌生 还好时间帮助我建立了很多段新友情 *万分感恩* 每天在上课时的喧嚣 大家开的无厘头玩笑 互相用言语‘人生攻击‘ 等等 即时有时候会稍微过分 但最后还是引起了我们的笑声 声音往往会越吵越大 无视了老师的存在 这就是我们的习惯 =) 很遗憾的 这样的情竟只能维持在一年内 究竟一年后的我们会在哪里 做些什么。 越想越担心 越想越不甘心...

Dashing

It's already the 4th week of school, things still go as how they are as usual while I'm still rushing everyday to meet up teachers during recess, EVERYDAY, EVERYDAY do u know !? Workloads piled up into a mountain, I could still cope with it luckily. 2013, the very crucial year for us, can't afford to offer too much of relaxing time for myself, time flows like the river water. The race with time clearly shows that my management is absolutely fail, somehow I would say I'm in a extremely disarray manner, sigh..."LUAN SHUI" Anyway, going out for a birthday celebration tomorrow , rare chance to have an outing lately, must appreciate ! GOOD NIGHT then , wish a great day...=)

Never look back...

That day, had Mcd before going for BM class. Afterwards, we were walking up to the footbridge to cross over to the opposite road which the tuition center is actually located. While going up the staircases, there was a girl walking down from the opposite direction. She looked really like someone familiar , but I wasn't sure . She passed by me, and keep going ahead . The moment we walked pass each other, I took a short glance at her , it felt really familiar , as if she was the somebody who used to be absolutely close and important to me. Brain stuck .. I stood still and looked back for a short while on the bridge, I was trying to look for her down there , it was clear enough to spot for her footprint with my position up there, I thought. However, I couldn't get her into my sight, reality proved me wrong in a cruel and relentless way, once more. My friends were walking even farther apart from me, but I wasn't willing to move, I still tried to search for her from the top , I tried every possibility to recall my memory for securing an answer , a confirmation that she was truly the 'somebody' who means a lot to me. Her face puzzled me somehow, but I dared myself to assume that I was right. It must be her, no mistaken...If the time could be returned to the moment we walked pass each other, I would stopped her in a vague way perhaps ... there were plenty of words that I didn't get the opportunity to tell when we were separating on the last day of primary , " Wait me, trust me, we would meet back in 3 years time , don't be available for the other guys ,I took 7-month-time to win your heart with me,so please wait me ... " Yeap.. she is my first-loved , my first ever , in the primary. Well, it will never come true again , look forward....

Weekly Update

So, another week of schooling is going to start tomorrow , officially the third week. Still, the schedule has never been relaxing even once ,especially the past week, super busy for the management and planning of promotion day. I rated 5 out of 10 to myself as I wasn't really well in leading the team on that day. We spent 30mins more than others to have done with the decorations , it was a clear failure that I shouldn't have made. Fine...nothing gone out of control at least, thanks GOD, thanks to my dear panel of AJKs, the members who came as well. Last but not least, wish for a welcoming Monday tomorrow and please keep my routine smooth all the time, please !

Who are you

At times, I often create lame jokes with everyone who I take as one of my closest . Thus , I might get too over sometimes on my own sentence but if my friends understand me well, they wouldn't mind cause that's how my personality goes . Okay, for now, I'm no longer can be that random in front of you . It is not the first or second time you felt offended with my words, my mouth. Perhaps I was too careless to repeat the same mistakes again and again , in front of you. I never knew you would take it so seriously and for sure I have a very wrong perception which I thought you are the same as others. So the question now, who are you ?　I included you in my top best buddies list but I'm really frustrating for your different changes from time to time. Tell me , how should I face you if I have to be so careful while speaking whenever you are around . A friend ? Or somebody who just slightly closer than a stranger to me? Tell me

Tonight

Just came back from supper at my parents' favorite mamak store - Anuja. It was an ordinary night , the people were chatting heartily . Sister had just returned from Melbourne last night and today my home immediately went into a hyper merry condition, as our family has finally reunited. That's all for family stuff, so far so good . As for school , I can't find any other better words to best express how exhausted am I. Guess what, I was appointed for a new post in a new club which I practically first joined on today. Nice, something I'm so new with it , it would really spend me plenty of time to rise to this occasion. Good Luck to me. One and Two and Three ... Together thy're twinkling coyly above I wonder why thy're so humble to show their true faces One and Two and Three ... Together thy disappeared in a blink of eye I wonder did I just have a serious hallucination There's not even a single little star ....

责任

开学三天了 ， 就仅仅三天内大家几乎已喘不过气来了。课业繁重，老师所为我们增添的压力，加上课外活动管理等等，全都像磐石般把我稳稳压在底下，并不停挣扎，寻找或等待能释放的一天。或许这些都是意料之内的，或许我都早已该准备妥当应付，但怎么说我们还是有休息了一段时间，无论生理或心理都还未能接受并适应这种必经的‘煎熬’。中五了，长大了。。应该不再是当初的新报道生，不再表现出一副愚味的面孔，不再太过执着于一些幼稚的小事。光阴的翅膀似乎已完全成熟地生长完毕，马不停蹄的如流水般流去，一个不小心或不留意，我都忘了自己虚度了多少光阴。高等文凭考试已开始在倒数，父母亲更是不约而同的在耳边开始唠叨。换个说法，父母亲是世界上最好的时钟，无时无刻都让你清楚知道自己剩余多少时间。努力，努力，还是努力。专心，专心，更专心。用功，用功，再用功。 另外，自己身负主席的重任自己最清楚。听过一些‘前辈’分享过的成年往事，也亲眼见证他们面对非常刁难的问题，自己心中有数要如何处理接下来即将面对的挑战。承诺不是乱许的，开空头支票更是要不得，所以还是先不作出任何承诺。活在当下，最重要是不要把整支童军队搞得虎头蛇尾。 下雨了。。。秒针仍然不停的顺时转，提醒我该补习去了吧 ？

New Year

The first day going back to school was expected in excitement. But it turned out everyone was catching a deep breath before going home. The workload given were insane, plus up the pressure added by teachers , requiring us to achieve such high target in the beginning of year . This doesn't sound like any motivation nor encouragement , but real stress. I can really feel it that way . Maybe we took it too seriously today , anyway that's good for us . Without stress, no improvement would be made. Without stress, no action would be taken. Obviously, the hardest year to go , here we are , right at the starting point , pace by pace advancing towards succeed . I know we can , everyone can , don't slow down...the world will not wait for you .. come lets move out together .