My mum

She's at the age of early 50's. Basically she is in a great physical condition , voice is still loud , unlike those who are probably to falter much when they have stepped into the old age. So to me, mum is still one perfection . The only blemish that ruins is she has a poor hearing ability. To be frank, we family tend to have a little problem to communicate with mum . It's unlikely to be smooth and easy as Mum couldn't hear what we speak at the first place. Tonight, mum asked me for help . Well, she was learning to text through phone. What I mean here, is button phone . Mum has never get recognized with any electronic device , the only exception is TV . But today, she wanted to text , maybe to her friend? Someone in Kuantan. She didn't know to function the phone at all, and I knew that sister and dad would not bother much , thy would instead type the message for her and get everything done without further explanation. But this is never in mum's will. She craves to learn this something new for her. Perhaps she's badly affected by the three of us at home who press on the phone days and nights. So, I stopped my workloads . Tutored mum till she finally could send a text by her own. And it was when I see the satisfaction glows wither her eyes. After all, great patience is very essential .Mum has been getting older and her hearing deteriorates in a bad effect. This is what I can boost with as sister and dad will never have the particular extent of patience to teach mum . Mum, there are words that I could never speak through words and I opted here as my alternate way to deliver . Mum, feel free to consult me whenever u need any explanation whether it's still about phone, english language.. and anything. I will always answer , explain , without fed.

Two of them

They knew each other 1 year ago, in where they were arranged into the same class . It was quite strange between them as they haven't met too frequent in school during those previous years. So, things got started in pace. Making friends in new circumstance was a difficult task for him , whether he is fear of female or inferiority complex ? I didn't know. But he just unlikely to mix with people like how others did. He had so much in his mind to figure in his bid to turn into a new leaf . What I mean here is to become more sociable . More friends to be made available. Anyways , patience is an essential condition to live in the way he wants. Well, for her, it was totally the different story. She is good in socializing , speaking and of course entertaining . There is something that made her emerged as one out of a million among us. "Pureness" . She is inadequate in general knowledge or more preferable to be called 'common sense' . That made me always succeed fooling her with jokes and craps that never sounded true , yet she believed as much as it could go . Well, because of this specific personality of hers , we named her as the ' Pure but ecstatic ' girl. She always had her great smile on face , it was absolutely charming in her own way. But sorry, forgive me refusing to consider it as the attractive one . Speaking too much about the duo's personality , almost forgot the main purpose writing this. So...later , they came closer as time passed. From the early stage of being just ordinary friends, they have gone through numbers of incidents together , perhaps having exams might be counted as one of the incident too. The bond created since the beginning has strengthened by the time they were having with each other. Right now, they were like two rubber-bands tied up , still might be able to break up but when there's no external factors act as disturbance, it remains tied. I have to clarify a little bit , they ain't couples , maybe yet to be . Anyway, she treats him as one of her closest buddies which she called 'Her sister" . I wonder is it she doesn't aware that actually the relationship doesn't seem much like sister with sister, but a true couples . As for him, he claims that he doesn't want to think beyond the reality on ground. Living like now is the best for him. "Sometimes to stay from a constant distance would be easier for yourself rather than keep pushing till the limits" . Suffice to say , he has fallen in love , yet he wouldn't be frank . I'm typing here, and with most sincerity I bless to GOD , " Grant them an opportunity to find the easier pathway to deliver their own messages , don't be shy or you'll miss out the greatest chance alive now "

Little by little

The quote has given me loads of aspiration. I know that what am I doing is heading towards the right direction. No doubts , it could happen . So, I will keep on my moving steps , day by day . Even it's still a thousand miles away, I'm approaching. Wait for me, Im coming nearer, wait for me, Im really coming.

Be yourself

I used to think my attitude, my behaviors , my personality , my way of living life isn't great. Feel like I'm not giving people the best impression , so idiot thought. I started to watch some successful pupils around, I mean they are not those who have certain popular achievement that pay contributions to world, just they succeed in playing their role in life , causing people to admire or few would even call them role models. Yea.. so do I. Therefore, I tried to copy these group of people . I intended to make use of their personality then try to apply to mine , or perhaps to alter mine. So I imitated them in such a way that would attract a little attentions from outsiders , so stupid . It's really one of the greatest stupidity I've ever done . In fact, everyone born distinctively with own personality , that's why God created us. It's the difference between our personalities to show that humans being are never could be the same. I've learnt it, quite comprehensive. Owe myself an apology for those times when I was forced to be another person in order to grab people's sight . Idiot, like character in those child stories, very idiot. Stop it and be myself, from now.