Head up.

At times, people who are at the higher standard than you might look down on you, even if they're your friends, best friends, close buddies. Well, you shouldn't care too much over this, it's very common to have things happen this way. They think they possess high proficiency and absolutely skillful in that particular thing , get so perfectly done with it, so they could not bear too much with those who are unable. Nevermind, they just slightly fouled the rules of being friends , that's to tolerate and to tutor friends in anything they're better than. So, the only option for you --- work hard. harder, and to the hardest. I believe in the phase " Succeed comes from 99% of efforts and 1% of talent" . I might not be linked with talent , but I try to win myself a place with all the efforts I've given. It's okay to have people look down on you sometimes, it makes you to generate more motivations from your internal and transform it into a greater result. Maybe, also to seal the people's mouth with that evidence. So, just keep laughing and teasing , it's alright . Wish that soon I would be grateful for all your laughter that make a headway to my succeed . Lets see !

I'm 17th. // Miracle // Mixed feelings

I'm practically 17th , had a plain celebration with families and friends that day, it was significantly memorable . 17th, used to be a 'far & long way" numerical digit to me . It came too fast, truly. Time has never shown signs of mercy , flowing away without considering whatever interruptions that came in , none of these could make time cease a little , perhaps they're affectionate to our life, create minor or major changes , but probably not time. Lately, I spent my time occasionally for my future plan. I'm responsible in deciding what I'm going to do and where would I be at. As long as there's a will, there's a way to go , let this firmly embedded in your mind then you will not be at loss. // Participated in Inter-school Foot Drill competition last week. My last year leading the team , ended up in a combination of perfection and imperfection. No regrets anymore, achieved our goal which is to win a place , and we successfully did it . I always believe in luck , or even miracles. This time, miracle stood by our side , thanks ! To my dear and witty juniors, never leave out any hope aside no matter how desperate the situation could be, GOOD LUCK! // I'm obnoxious , I'm so numb with this, incredulous... I'm no longer conscious . Things are seemingly creepy .