February

Time flies as how it supposed to be. February began, countdown for SPM once again wakes people up from dizziness, stay awake and spirited. Lately got to know with a new friend, or perhaps more appropriate called as junior. What a surprise, even it has come to the last year but still able to know someone new , unbelievable yeah? lol Last week attended the audition of English Debate , goshh...I wasn't speaking what I supposed to have spoken. Points all running out from mind once I stepped in front , so tensed ? haha . In fact I just wanna spend my last year in the school wiser , get more possibilities to involve in activities which I have never thought I would be joining in , I need to keep discovering within myself throughout the year, what's suitable for me and what ain't. At least, it could be an alternative way to help in making decision after graduating, right? It is most common for everyone to go ahead with own dream , but how if I don't have one? Or maybe there's a direction you are looking forward to ? Honestly, I have the entire enthusiasm , passion and eagerness in only one thing -- Badminton. It all started since I was a kid, watching the players in tv for the first time and instantly got aspired. Anyway, that will no longer be a realistic thinking , I'm old enough , any opportunities that I ever had in realising my dream , I assumed, no more left . Nevermind...it doesn't matter anymore now, I accepted the truth even though it was heart-breaking. I know, a heartening smile to myself is the best cure from a frustration ,there will be better ways to go.. so true... I can't believe I said this lol. So...end this post right here. February, my month.. lets have a blast ! =)