Alone

Tonight is a particular night , perhaps for me it's enough to call as a memorable night. As usual, I went playing badminton , afterwards I called my sister and unsurprisingly she asked me to wait for an hour , she had never come fetching by the time I called her , it's okay . So I sat on the bench in the mall (Selayang Mall) , without doing anything I was staring at all directions . Well , I decided to wait outside as it was quite windy there. While standing alone..I felt I wasn't use to this circumstance. What I mean is, I have to wait alone , unlike those times when I would be waiting together with a friend , at least he is my only companion . The reason for me to stand in solitude is because the two good buddies who are my most frequent companion are currently not around , both travelling abroad . Shy and coy but I have to admit that tonight I do miss them very badly. I started to figure further , how am I going to adapt to loneliness in future , when they would probably not by my side anymore. Even if they could, it would not be so often , or perhaps there are different people appear to become the replacement of them . Sigh, I was really sentimental tonight , all negative thoughts came to my mind and they are reminding me that , I will have to grow up to confront with problems and challenges myself . Friends ain't my guardian angle , no matter how much I pray they would be. I wonder , I doubt, I question myself .. ' DO YOU HAVE THE COURAGE TO BRAVE THE REALITY , WHICH IS BEING DONE ALONE ? " there's not even an answer I wish I could give...