Saturday, November 3, 2012

Feeling

I slept at almost two o'clock yesterday , even I was so exhausted after coming back from the tournament. I lost in the second round and it was not challenging at all actually, yet I still suffered a loss. Nevermind ,I knew I wasn't as skillful as the opponent, I didn't manage to play my game and control the rhythm during the match. No disappointment, no frustration, no upset. I wonder why? This is so different from the past , when I would always recalling the match I lost for several nights, the screen of losing every point would just appear over and over again in my mind , to let this bygone be bygone is such a huge obstacle for me. However, it didn't happen on yesterday night. I slept well. Nothing came to interrupt my sleeping .It was a peace night. Haha...I guess I have really grown up , matured. Knowing very clear that what is worth and doesn't worth me for thinking it. Although still couldn't say to be optimistic towards everything, at least I know how to forget and erase the unwanted memory . I'm pretty sure I'm improving :)

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